So, today is the Spring Equinox, the first day of Spring, the end of winter...right? Well, the weather could say otherwise. I woke up this morning to a winter wonderland campus and snowflakes as big as the nail on my pinkie finger. My roommate will testify that I woke her up this morning saying, "You are not going to believe this." Our first full day back after Spring Break (during which the weather was GORGEOUS) to snow and rain.
I'm improving, I suppose; my cat featured very prominently in my dreams last night, an assignment I thought would be due Thursday is now due Monday, and HVZ (Humans vs. Zombies) returns on Monday. I think I just agreed to play again. Wonder what was going through my mind.
They say there are 5 stages of grief: anger, denial, bargaining, depression, acceptance. Based on the number of arguments I've had with myself today, I think I am in the anger stage. I keep reminding myself that Patty is safe and happy and no longer in pain, but I'm just having difficulty remembering that when I miss her so much. It's quite a quandary.
So long, farewell, auf weidersehen, adieu!
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